The alarm has rung & with half an eye open with an angle you are trying to pray, hanging with a hope that whatever you are going to see on clock should be less than Six O clock..but reality disappoints you with Seven,( its the only place where you wants your life to give less, but it gives you badly more), yes people its a sleepy creepy Monday morning & all your Monday blues& bruise have taken a sudden eruption, it is not that all other days you were living a life you dream of, it is just that you had your Sundays as your cut out moments of a week, of a month & of a year. The pain of a moving Sunday is that you feel like it is passing with more than speed of Usain Bolt & the period of hell will soon ring his bell that will be in sync with either of your alarm bell or torturous phone ring reminding you that to catch the next moment of life you have pass through gleam monotony of next six days .
This all prelude was of a fact that happens to the usual job going person & may be with most of us, who do not like their work place or the job or mainly the people whom you are working with. When analysed deeply it is a phenomena that we all are dead walkers at work places & have set targets to get the breather in forms of a Sunday or a Wedding party of friend, some function & mostly to a fantasy of almost done plan to go somewhere with your friends( which never happens & now you also know the reasons of last moment " NO" even before making of a plan). These are things which were always there with us from childhood, but never thought hard For Ex, we knew that we will get to play once we come back from school, so that last period bell was like the best musical symphony that we ever had, The only difference between now & child hood is the certainty of happiness or those moments were near about cent percent, occurring on own &today it has fazed out it to minimum, so that a lot of permutations & combinations have to get together to make a moment come true.
In that age, we have the best surety of one thing that was " Summer Vacation" , the real Swarg days after the after ten months of murkier School, where we were bound to play unfazed even in that scorching killing heat waves, we were bound to go to one of our relatives home & living for days & days there, living each minute there making new friends, doing whole rounds of activities & fun, We were eagerly waiting for Holi, Diwali & festivals with not the angle of it being a holiday from school, but from the eyes of what new we will buy this time & whos home we will go this year & we were almost sure of having best of times naturally
Still today, when we look back, we were not knowing that time that - we were making moments of life time to cherish, to discuss, to tease, to laugh & cry. Even today, you meet your any of friends new or more if he is an old one, it is for sure that no one discusses the last Diwali or Holi or last meeting every one discuss about what we did on X diwali that friend or what happened in that tournament match in that vacation & all happy moments & in mid of that whatever we talk about our present is most fill of filth towards job & people.
The little stark difference though on a sad note today is that we have to make some efforts to make moments for our selves & many of the times, we restrain ourselves to push & it all slips away, just end up cursing someone or the other in vain, but in that age those events became cult moments naturally without efforts & those days epic things are only good memories we have now.
To be understanding all this, we may attribute that we have grown old or we have succumbed to our routine jobs, responsibilities , but hang on..we cannot lose so easily..we have to have a clarity of what makes us happy & sad. Are we still dependent on others for our happiness, have we given our inertia of cheerfulness to others or is the other way round. We need to find out our routes & recipe of happiness. It can be with some friends who have time more than you than you need to push yourself more harder than usual to give them your time. It can be with your family, whom you have neglected till date & have though that...blah blah..how can I enjoy with my family. I see them daily. But for a moment, change the thought process & you might found the right way out of the maze you have been trapped till date.
Honestly from my experiences, I can say that we need to give an extra inch of effort for self from the tonnes we are already giving it for our crap shot work. We need to give it a try, taking a risk for making something for own that you can look back in coming times & have a reason have your lips stretching unknowingly for a smile, which you have lost now.
The results will come sure & even then if it is difficult & you are not getting it, try finding happiness on alone, yes that is a rare feat to achieve, a commodity unknown to many, but happiness on own also exist, it can come from small small things that might come naturally to you or you need to develop it along with time. But time is always there with us, no matter the age, no matter the place & with all that s happening around you.
Keep these things in mind & have the repeat mode on.. The beat of your life will have more melodies than melodrama,
Cheers!!!
